#GetItRight

Feeling complicated.

What have I done?
I wish I could run,
Away from this ship going under

Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough,
And all that you touch tumbles down?

Because my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
How many times will it take for me to get it right?

Before it becomes a distant fleeting memory...

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Friendship?

I used to be sensitive about "friendship" issues during high school.
I always call people my "classmates", my "schoolmates", or in Japanese, a "知り合い", because I was afraid that everything was just my wishful thinking.
I thought that, over these years I have learnt to treat people right and hold back my feelings before others considered myself their friend.

Well, I was so wrong.

In the second year of university, a friend whom I supported, gave so much advice to, and stayed by her side when others ditch her, she literally called me a stranger because I told her off for something stupid she had done.

In this third year of university, at the age going to be 21, I have made a huge mistake on this "friend" thing again.

When I thought someone as a friend, I screwed it up with a joke I never thought would bring offense to people.

In fact, I still couldn't understand why is it so offensive to them when the things they said to me before were 10 times more offensive.
When I thought someone as a friend, I realized that I wasn't required enough to join their birthday celebration.

Yesterday, I realized that I still am, the 16 year old girl, who knew nothing about "friendship". But I am glad, for I still have some friends whom cherish me back as I do.

Maybe finding friends is like finding the right shoes to fit.
I think I need to learn to let go when shoes won't fit. Despite really liking it, I have to learn to accept the truth.

But for this post, just let me act like a spoiled child.

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DIY: CUSTOMIZE YOUR USB CABLE!! ♥

Hi everyone! ❀

As you all know, I recently got a puppy and he is growing his teeth so he likes to bite anything around the room and I had my USB cable bitten by this little baby... Therefore, I got this idea to fix my cable as well as decorate it to become my OWN USB cable so it won't get mixed up with others' :D

The things you will need are:
 ❀ USB cables (of course)
 ❀ Double sized tapes
 ❀ Colorful strings you can find at the local deco store!!

You can apply this method to anything too!!! I also customized my tweezers, scissors, and makeup brushes~

I hope you enjoy this video and find it helpful!! (≧▽≦)
If so, please leave this video a thumbs up and share it with your friends!!
Make sure to leave comments so I could improve!! ;)

 ✿Music is by Silent Partner - "Blue Skies"✿

 (๑╹◡╹๑) Let's keep in touch and see you in the next videol!!! ❤

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Michelle Phan ♥

I grew up watching Michelle Phan's videos. I went to an all girls school for 11 years of my life (age 7~18), so I didn't care much on my looks back then. I mean, I started watching her videos in year 2007 (age 13), when puberty just hit, and that was how I developed and "new" me since then. 

Growing up, I used to be called as the "ugly duckling" because my skin was dark and my mom always kept my hair super short. Everytime when I played Play House with my friends during elementary school, they would tell me to take the male role. (I cried once because I hate to be the guy every single time!!) I had also experienced the time when people always thought I was a boy. 

This is me. (2006 - present)

Back then, I absolutely hated going out to parties because everyone would tell me I'm ugly. Maybe that was why I didn't like to smile and I would always pull a shitty face —which, I thought was so COOL back then— which in actuality, I only looked like someone owed me money. LOL!!! Because I had no self confidence, I enjoyed staying at home alone with my MP3 player, singing songs and recording it, and sit in front of the computer (with bad internet connection) and spend most of my time on Youtube. 

One night, I stumbled upon a tutorial video about eyeliners —you guessed it, it was Michelle's "Eyeliner Tutorial" posted in Oct 25, 2007— and I was totally amazed by the "sorcery" of makeup!! 

That was how I started to learn so much from this big sister Michelle Phan ♥ Thank you for all the inspiration!!

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"Money Money Money..."

I have always been the carefree type when it comes to "money". Because I couldn't really understand the need to be miserly on money issues... I mean, being frugal is a very good value, but sometimes there are people who are just being mercenary that it boggles my mind with "WHY~??"

Recently,  I was quite disappointed with a friend of mine because of the way he blames me for the raise of the bills of their apartment, just because I used to stay there at my boyfriend's during winter break. And this wasn't the first time. Once he literally blamed me for using up the gas for the water heater, when in fact I didn't even use it. 

I felt like someone told me off behind my back, and I really hate when people accuse others without prove. 

Why can;t everyone be innocent, understanding, caring and kind like puppies??
BTW, meet Sora!!! He's a baby Taiwanese breed~ 

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Short cover of "Into the New world (Ballad ver.)"

This is just a very short cover... I didn't have the time nor space to record the whole cover because I live in a dormitory (poor sound insulation). I tried not to sing too loudly but I do know there is still a lot of space for improvement.

I was touched by the ballad version of "Into the New World" from Soshi's BEST LIVE at TOKYO DOME because it brings back a lot of memories. (｡♋ฺ‸♋ฺ｡ ）
Girls' Generation was how I got to my besties during high school, and I believe for a true fact, that even though things changed a lot, our friendship has only become even stronger.

Although Jessica will not be a part of SNSD anymore, but I still wish the best of her.

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Finals...!!!!!!!

Final photo with friends at our last "Mathematical Games" class.
(Spot the "beautiful witch" at the side? LOL!)

I couldn’t believe how long it’s been since I’ve updated my blog. I'm just swamped with homework and studying, so... Yaaaaaay finals are finally over~ I'm a free person now!! (Wait, I still have a small thesis to be done...)

I do have activities planned, I just haven't got the time for more paper work, let alone write a blog post. But I think "UPDATE THE BLOG MORE" would be included in my 2015 Resolution. XD

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